I love wake-up sex.

I think that it is god's way of reminding us that he loves us.

There is nothing better than waking up, remembering the events of the night before with a grin, realizing that a beautiful woman is in bed with you, turning over only to have her ask if we have time for one more 'go' before I have to 'really' get up to get ready.

my, oh, my. Life is good.

It almost makes it worthwhile to have them stay the night. Almost. Although the uncomfortable sleep because of the sharing of the bed makes me think the opposite.

How did I put up with mediocre sex for soooo long? Why did I compromise so much? Love is a fucked up thing. It makes you lose yourself and give up too much. I was like the Allies at Munich with that girl. rediculous.

So needless to say, I had a debaucherous weekend.

Friday night, tried to go to the O's game but it got sold out- and I gave away the tix I had because I only had 4 and our party swelled to 8. But by game time, we were down to 3 and I regretted giving them away. But we went to ESPN Zone and watched the game and had a good time. Then went back to the apartment, had too many beers and played video games until 4am, when my buddy nick had to leave. Well, no time like drunk time to dial up some women.

I end up hooking up with this 40 yr old divorcee who lives in my building and has been way hot on my jock. Bad decision probably in hindsight but she was amazing for being that old *that doesnt sound like I want it too but I'm too tired to come up with a correct sumation*

I end up having my last beer in the front courtyard at 730 am with the homeless guy who lives in the church entryway across the street.

I ended up sleeping until 7pm or so and then kinda getting started again, although it was just my sister and I because once again people bailed on me.

On Sunday I had a pseudo-date with an old flame who technically has a boyfriend right now, but she is planning on ending it. We went to a museum here in the city and then to 5 guys for burgers. A modest date perhaps, but after 5 hours I had convinced her that she should end it with this guy and the perfect way to move on was to hook up with me. Sweet.

She left in the early evening, then I hit the shower and by 10 another girl who I have been meaning to meet up with was over and we were watching a movie. One thing led to another and she ended up staying the night, thus leading to the stupendous morning sex that has left me grinning all morning, but also a bit tired.

It was very much a college inspired weekend. and this week its back to the gym every night and getting on my regime again until vaca in 2 weeks. but it was fun for what it was.

I never had fun times like that anymore- not since her. I always said that she made me a better man, but now I am seriously doubting that. Based upon the events and movie selection of the weekend, I've been left with the decision on who I should emulate: Lloyd Dobler, Rob Gordon, or Tucker Max.